I've found some sites on here, where you sell/trade your stuff. You don't pay nasty ebay fees either.

Theres only a few British ones ( and I've already spent a fortune on them) but I've seen tons of American ones. Just search "selling" and they pop up.

*note* These are for you to sell on, missy, not to buy lol!

Hope it helps, love ya xxxx

Where are you? I miss you and Leah. xxxx

I won the bunny! Can you email me your address and I'll send it out!

http://www.yabbers.com/phpbb/index.php?mforum=thehotspot


Its not to replace any forums we already go to, its just a nice new one. One of my bestest friends Cory runs it and it needs some active members. So come on guys, I know theres some of you who didn't get on with the other forums so heres your chance. And I know theres some of you who are PG/LFB/MFN addicts, so I'm not asking for you to up and leave, just come around.

Happy birthday to my sexy Shelva. Have a great day, love.

RIP the 52 Londoners who were killed on the tube and bomb attacks this time last year.

http://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2006270003-2006310140,00.html

Theres the link if anyone wants it.

I thank the lord that it wasn't me or mine that got hurt, or killed.

Jodi Picoults new book, the Tenth Circle?

I need to disscuss it with someone asap!

How do I change the about me and blurb in my lj? I've just changed my layout, but can't work out where to do that!

God I am so pissed all the time lately. I don't know whats wrong with me. Craig can't do anything right, I'm constantly snapping at people. I'm a miserable bitch at work and I can see people are starting to think the worst of me.

Ok update. Nothing new really. Tonight I'm babysitting my cousins kids. Milly is coming with me as she is on half term. Do doubt I'll be pulling my hair out by 9pm. Shes got two boys, Brad 10 and Kenny 5.
Its Millys birthday on Sunday. How the hell did my baby get this old I don't know. Shes so smart and funny. Last night she come into our bedroom as I was laying in bed watching corrie and I said "come into bed with mummy" and she replied "No mummy, I've got my hown bed downstaris" All that time taken to get her to sleep in her bed, and now she does I long for cuddles in my bed again!

Please please please can someoe make my lj all pretty and stuff? I'm such a freaking dumd ass with this sort of stuff, and I want mine to be as pretty as everyone elses!

Also, where can I get some nifty icons from?

Thanks girls.

Ok, so I cut Emily too. I really didn't want to take sides in this, (and actually I still don't think I have) but I when I read some of the coments she had made I decided to cut her.

I saw how strong her friendship was meant to be with both Kourt and Danielle, so when I read things like "maybe she should question her parenting skills" and other even worse shit, it made me realise maybe she is fickle and could turn on me just as quickly.

When I read about CPS it made me mad. Cause as someone who HAD to have the social services (I assume its kinda the same thing) at their house all the time, I know how horrible it is. They still call randomly at my house, even though I have more than proved I am an able mother.

So yeah, Ems gone. It makes me a little sad, cause I really liked her. I always thought she was mature and I still stand by that she will be a good mother. I just hope no one calls cps on her.....

So me.... Still no period, but definate cramps. I've been cramping on and off for a week now. lmp 18/11/05. Thats a long ass time huh? I have another test at home....Do I dare take it? I don't know how I would handle another negative right now.... hmmm. Maybe wait until Wednesday? What are your thoughts ladies?

On Friday we were meant to go to Fridays (Yes Sarah TGI'S!) But as a surprise Craig arranged a sitter and took me to a very expensive, posh restaurant. The food..... well actually it sort of sucked, but I pretended it was great. Why? Cause Craigs little face was so damn proud of himself for organising everything, there was no way I was going to disapoint him. Lets just hope he doesn't take me there again lol!

I went shopping on Saturday. I got a new duvet and pillows for Craig and I, and a Dora bedset for Milly. The New Look sale was amazing, and I got some beautiful gold pointy shoes for £5! Yes Five pounds! Wootie!

What else? Hmmmm. I started watching lost again. I want to watch the whole series before the new one starts in April. But then today at work I was naughty and read lots of spoilers and stuff, so now I have to keep my mouth shut, cause if I tell Craig what happens he will go mad lol!

Things are shitty.

My baby is growing up, and I haven't had a period since November. Pregnacy test says negative.

I feel like people are ignoring me or talking about me. Paronia? Who the fuck knows.

Craig is acing like a dick, telling me that ttc takes a long time and not to get so stressed about it, but he doesn't understand where I am coming from. He has noo idea how I think it must be something that I have done to prevent me getting pregnant again.

I blame my misscarridge totally on the abortion. It fucking sucks, there is something wrong with me.

Theres a load of drama going on both at home and online.

I just don't know if I can be bothered anymore.

So things are still going good between Craig and I. We're trying to work out what to do for our 21st's. Our family's want us to have a party, but I am not really up for that.

My Mum isn't talking to most of my family, and I just know there would be a bad atmosphere and huge rows if there was a party for me. Selfish? Yeah, but thats my family for ya.

Last night I babysat Kai. I went to my mums to watch him straight from work. Craig stayed at home with Milly, cause I know what a pain Kai can be to put to bed, and I didn't want her sleep disturbed.
He was a little angel, went straight to bed for me, after telling me how he got his stickers for being a good boy. Well at about 9.00pm my mum and dad walk through the door. The kid must be the worlds lightest sleeper, cause no oke, he was out of bed and down the stairs like a shot all happy. Now if that was your kid, what would you do? Give him a cuddle and put him back to bed? You'd think wouldn't you?

No my Mum let him run around like a deranged child while she acted like a drunken fool. The when he asked for a drink of coke, she fucking poured it out for him. Bearing in mind this is a four year old, and it is now nearly half nine.

God it makes me so mad. What the fuck is the point, of when ever I am looking after him, I spend so much time and effort into getting him into a routine, making him eat proper food, and be a well manered boy, then as soon as his mum comes in, she feeds him junk, and lets him run riot.

God help me. I know I shouldn't get so involved, but he is my brother. I know I treat him more like a son to me, but thats what it feels like. His the same age as my daughter for fucks sake, So its only natural right? I know she loves him, but soemthimes I just feel like cause theyare "older" parents, they think its ok to let him get away with things. My Dad has told me before, "He hasn't got the energy to run around after him". It makes me angry, to think that Kai is not getting whast Milly is. Sometimes I just want to take him back with us. Does that make me a bad person?

Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names...

1. I don't eat red foods. Toamtoes, beans, red cabbage etc. If they are on my plate I can't eat off of that plate. It disgusts me.

2. I sit in the same seat every day on the train. Its the first carrige, in the block of four seats. I have to have that seat, or I get really aggitated.

3. When I read heat magazing (I know I'm a geek) I have to read everything. All the star signs, and all the telly reviews. It drives me mad, but I have to do it.

4. I don't know if this counts as a habbit, but when the kids cuddle me, it has to be with two arms. If not I keep repeating "cuddles" untill they do it right.

5. When I get into work every day I have a set routine. I get a cup of tea and a glass of water. Then I check, and it has to be in this order. My work emails, my personal emails, LFB, Myspace and LJ. If one of those sites is down, I can't continue, I have to wait until its back up.

Ok I choose

Amy
Cassy
Kim
Jeanna
Cory